Joshwa Rayray

I am not good with expressing how I feel and so I feel like I should write you something so that you know how much I care about you. I love you more than anything and even if it seems like I don’t show it I appreciate everything you do for me, I don’t know how to express my emotions sometimes but I want you to know I am so thankful to have you and for everything you do. You are so caring and smart and even if we have our fights we know that we both love eachother very much. I don’t mean to ever take you for granted and I hope that you never take me for granted either. I have never met another girl with the same sense of humor as me. We laugh and do the stupidest shit but it’s all cool because we are awesome. I do want to marry you some day, hopefully in the near future and yes the idea of marriage scares me, but at the end of the day I know that everything will be fine because it’s you and I and just putting it out there but we have gotta be two of the maddest cunts around :p I had kinda hoped for us to be in our own place before making any plans but who knows what the future holds… I think if we go to paronella park for our anniversary it will be amazing and give us a taste of what there is to look forward to in the near future. I’m very excited to go there with you! I have a good feeling for the year ahead after all last year wasn’t great for anybody. Just know that for whatever good and bad this year holds for us I will be there by your side. I enjoyed my time off work and being with you all day even if some days I did get kinda sucked into cod lol and I’m sorry about that but I’m really going to miss you until I get home tomorrow and for the rest of the working year. I just know im looking forward to so many things with you this year and I can’t wait!
I love you forever and always baby